I'm finally sort of done setting up our blog... Dan realised I added the pink and yeah.. we're sharing it.. so if u want the the black background... I wanna have somethings that are pink. Boys will be boys and girls will be girls. There is no doubt abt that.
I sent Olivia an sms yesterday.. I told her I miss her very much; but I did not get any reply. I doubt she lost her cell. I guess now I know what she really feels and her saying that she does not hold any grudges was a big fat lie. she would not even talk to me when I call her. It's so sad that someone I love so much can misunderstand me. But then agian... I may knoe her.. but how much does she actually knoe me....and how much do i claim to know her....? She'll probably say I barely know her.. but If she'd only listen to my warnings abt her men... I wonder what Sharina is gonna say abt all this; I'm guessing that I'm gonna loose her too. I think another chapter of my life is closing and a new one is begining. I tried to mix them but... It really did not seem to work as much as we all wanted it to. I have nothing against them except the mentality of going around in circles pushing and shufing and kicking and punching aimlessly in all directions. When you actually think about it.. This actually started because of Sean's behaviour and dumb fuck mark's "Holier than thou" attitude. If you have a problem with someone, sort it out with that someone. Don't come along and pull someone else into it. I still think they have some growing up to do... but there could be a cnance I've missed it since I've not been part of their lives for a while. I think Lucretia might take slightly longer than Olivia.
You have one life. You have one chance. Your life is what you make of it.. no one else. You can either choose to be the useless lot or the useful lot. In our day and age, life is a competition... and it's hard to be a good catholic and run the race both at the same time. I don't want to be struggling to make ends meet when i grow up. I want to have the luxuary of being able to spend how much how ever and when ever I want.
