Bored

I feel as if Dan's still not back from Aceh.. he's on duty today.

My friend's mom is in hospital again. Her condition has worsened. I'm very.. very worried.

I did not like dinner... And I hope I don't get the job at pet lover's center. Wish the Zoo would call me up.. .The SPCA too... speaking of which.. I have to send Lani something.

Saw this during dinner... hey babes.. now you'll know there are people with worse problesms than you do. hehehehehe~*



Anyway... Tomorrow.. I'm going to see my Gayle. I wonder how she'd react... wonder if she'd remember me.

Tomorrow.. I have the whole day with Daniel. *excited*

I'm Sleepy.. so I'm going to sleep now. Good night.

We are the youth gone wild.

Dear God...

I know you're very busy

So I won't take long.

My brother is very sick.

If it's not too troubleosme for you,

Would u mind making him feel better?

If you could, it'll be really helpful.



Also bless my family and protect it.

Let no evil come to us.

I'm going through a tough time now.

I think you've heard me cry alone in the night.

I trust that you have a reason and a lesson for me to learn.



I love you very much and I think of you everyday,

Although my actions don't exactly show so.

But please.. I'm sure you know what I'm saying is heart felt.

Good Night God.. and sleep well.. have a good rest..
If u even rest that is.

Guess Who's Back... Back Again...

He's finally reached singapore waters. I can't wait to see him tomorrow.

Tomorrow's Plans...
9am - Dog Walking
10.15am - Shower
10.45am - Start making my way to Changi Naval Base

But I ain't got no money... How to take cab in from Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal??? Plus Dan's mom has not called me... SIGH.. She Just HAD to go to batam again. In her words.. "I MUST GO!!! What would the people do there without me????" >.<: Why do I feel like banging my head against the wall untill I forget who she is???


I can't stand my mom. She ALWAYS manages to ruin special occations. I think she's going to keep dressing me of every other occation untill she's gone. She'd probably dress Dan too... sigh.. When will she learn when to stop.

Other than that.. everythings been alright. I'm Hungry... I'm sleepy... I bought Tabby Claire a tiara.. I celebrated my 22nd month Anniversary alone again.. and eah... did I say I'm hungry ? Now she's Princess Claire. So yeah... I'm going to sleep now... I Hope my baby calls me.. I'm going to try one last time before I sleep to call him. Hope it gets through. Good night.

2 days left

I'm counting down the days to seeing my baby again.. but I don't know why I don't feel like seeing him.. It's like something is wrong. You know that feeling when u do something wrong to someone u love and then later u have no courage to face them?? Well I'm having that feeling but I did not do anything wrong! ...or did I..? I'm excited that he's coming home.. but somehow after last night's conversation... I don't know... It's like I've been banned from seeing my friends. It's not fair.. It automaticly becomes a problem when I go out with them. If I'm out with the boys.. Its no problem at all. I don't get it. Great.. now I really don't feel like going. I'd rather go dog walking instead.

It's really good for him.. It's good that he does this.. gets deplod and stuff.. he comes back with stories that I know he's dying to ttell me.. but I just am not interested in them. I wanna talk to him about what I did when he was not around... but I know it's not fair... Honestly.. I hate the NAVY. I apreciate the fact that it puts food on the table but it steels your loved ones away from you. If you people wanna make peace.. or do a friendly gesture to your neighbouring country.. DO IT YOURSELF! Besides.. you high class people always say u if u want something done u have to do it yourself.

Why every time He goes away I'll have some kinda thing going on that is really really making my moral hit rock bottom? I'm not too please with my results.. but hey! I finished school... woop di doo. -_-" I guess there's no other way around it. I'm just gonna have to face up to those scary Dhoughnuts and fry'em.

God I sould like a bitch. Always whining... Am I a whiner?? Dan says I kinda whine quite a bit.. I don't know...

I Finally watched emperor's new groove.. you should catch it. David Spade as teh lead Lama. Here's some pictures from the movie. 3 out of 5 stars.
She's the villian.. you'll see how. Oh! and Tom Jones is in it too.. he sings the songs... and er.. anything else I missed out???? Hmmm..... oh yeah! Wendie Malick Is in it too.. belive it or not.. she plays a good person. Wife to the sorta Hero in the movie. anyway i'm off.. see ya~*

Samui Addict and loving it.

It's been a month sicen we've returned from samui. Feels like it was only yesterday. It's a drug.. u can't get enough of it!

Dan's coming back on monday. Finally. They a home coming ceremony. I have half a mind to not go cause of his dad driving us there. I think I shall save over the weekend and take cab in and take cab out of Changi Navel Base.

I had a little tiff with him(Daniel).. hence that's y so suddenly.. i did not feel like facing him at home coming. I don' tknow how to explain it.

Anyway.. I watch my very first R21 movie last night. It ws Kinsey.. but hell what does she have the most of don't have?? or what have u seen that most people have not seen...To quote something..

"Every mans' sin is no man's sin."

That's from Kinsy. It's a Scientific move. IF u're a science whiz or psychology freek.. go catch it. 0 Stars out of 5 for the "Steem" factor.

Anyway... I finally hired The emperor's new groove and Princess Diaries. wanted princess diraries 2 but it was too expensive.. in any case i can barely keep m eyes open. This is keeping me from blogger. I love you people... well.. at least some of you.

2005 New Year Resolution

When the year began.. I realised that a new year resolution was something you gotta stick to cause I don't wanna be like everyone else and break it. Hence... instad of saying.. I'll never overspend on shopping or I'll try to be punctual... I've picked one that I would enjoy doing and at the same time try and accomplish cause it's been made a New Year Resolution and it traditionally should not be broken (reinforcing the need to accomplish it). I have decided to travel and see the animals of the world. I will compile a book of my adventures and when I'm old and grey.. I'll sit down next to Dan and say... hey baby.. u remember when we were in (place destination here)?? Nope. I don't think there will be grand kids. Perhaps when my brother gets married. I bet some of you are laughing ya heads off at this.. but u know what.. fuck you.. I'm gonna do what I like to do because I love it.

Daniel msged me. He's finally reached Ache. Sea state is bad.. I miss him. He says lines are snapping. I hope he's alright. He says there seems to be a fire in the town. I hope he's safe. I miss him so much. I sleep with his smelly t-shirt everynight.. but its starting to smell like me... how am I ever gonna last the week... *sigh*

I have dog walking in about a few hours.. I've got to get up for it in abt 3 and a half hours. Gail's owners are suppoed to call me and tell me when i can come down to see Gail. Sigh.. my princess... I still think about Eileen.. I wonder if she's still tiny.. or did she grow?? Whippy does not seem to be growing.. oh well.. I'm off to bed. Night~*.

Long nights.. boring weekend.

So there I was.. Standing by the bar in Boom Boom Room surrounded by good looking guys but they can't be bothered that you're there cause they're all gay. Its a sad thing that the cute ones are all..well.. weird.. to put it in a nicer way. It was Packed last night. I think at least 200 over people. My friend who works there told me there were 350 the night before. 3 people fainted last night and 2 the night before. It was still funny as hell. Yup.. I was alone. I'm more comfortable alone anyway. Its a boring sunday. I feel alittle lost without Dan around. He always comes up with something to do. I'm hungry.. but I'm guessing the girls are sleeping. I'll call Ali instead.. I bet he'd come.

Yup.. so I'm going to have dinner at pizza hut. I'm going to have my Spicy Drumlets that I'm craving for so badly! YAY!! BABY!! I MISS YOU!!!!!!!! dammit.. I wish he could hear me.

Okay.. I've just touched up my nails. They look like I spilled blood on them. Anyway.. I'm meeting my boys to have dinner and lan. Can always rely on my boys.