Day Six ...

It's the end of day six... Today I went for a job interview and attempted to escape and go out... but when I called home.. mom did not sound right. I decided to cancel on my friends and go home. I was right. I shouldn't have come home.

I thought.. hey.. at least my family is still around... and what do I see when I come home? I see everyone sittng in their own corners.. It just pisses you off that you even bothered. Sounds weird of me to say this right?? Well.. when this happens too often.. you eventually get pissed off.

Sometimes I wish I was all alone. Have a normal job.. come home after work to my own quiet apartment in a city where no one knows me. I've not felt this way in a long time. I thought I was over this feeling... Sigh... Where is he?