The weekend is almost here...

The weekend is almost here... Barko's owners have not called me. I guess they're keeping him. Happy endings are always nice to hear. Maybe I'm not good enough... Maybe they think i'm still too young... sigh... it's not even friday and I'm so nervous. Sigh... I guess I'll find out tomorrow. I hope i get him.. I really do.. I'll make him a show dog. He'll be strong.. and loved by all.... Whatif i don't get him.. what ill i do..? I guess I'll have to continue looking for a companion.. sigh... I'm nervous.... but i don't know why....

Is it finally happening????

I got this E-mail from my friend today... I think.. I've found him.. hmmm...

>Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when
>you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for
>the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world
>when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends,
>Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about
>you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his
>friends and says, "...that's her."

Also.. An update on the doggy situation. I've met a really nice family. And It's breaking my heart that I'd have to part children form beloved pet. Also.. I bet the pup will miss his pack.. He's going to be so confused.. The daughter.. it's amazing how much dedication a 9 year old has to her beloved pet.. Barko is super well behaved and he's just.. he's so smart.. It's amazing how well he behaves and how some of the other groomers have so much trouble with cockers.. Anyway.. he's very obedient... I'm sure everyone is going to love him... my brother is going to be so thrilled!! Heeheehehehe!! Daniel and I can bring him to the park every evening and relax there instead of going to town and wasting time.. There we can meet more dog people.. and I'll finally be able to play ball with a dog of my own.

Well.. That's if they pick me.. I'm not going to keep my hopes up... I trust they will do what is good for Barko even if they don't give him to me. =)

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Very well said...

Do bring a dog into your life, if you want...

* a companion who asks no questions, makes no judgements
* someone who loves you regardless of who you are, what you do or how much money you have in the bank
* to come home to a presence that immediately fills the room with love and devotion when you walk through the door
* to live a life that is mindful while being minded, loving while being loved, and caring while being cared for


I can't explain my urge to have a dog in a better way. I found this on the internet.. and.. I think.. I need a dog.

Someone end my misery...

Okay... the previous post was weird. I don't really know why I wrote it or where it came from.

Anyway... Who wants to jump right in the middle of this brood??? I hope i'm not the only crazy one. Someone please end my misery and just kill me. I WANT to have a dog. I want the company so bad.. I'd beg steal or even kill just to have one. It's driving me crazy. EverydayI see owners come in with their pretious pooches.. expecially the big ones... And when it's time to go home.. They're just so happy to see their owners.. I want to feel that love... to be loved unconditionally.

My cat is killing me. She's so... I don't know.. I love her yes.. but.. she's so... non responsive... she only comes to us when she wants food..It's so annoying.. like we're only here to serve her. Picture this..

me : *throws small rubber ball her way*
cat : *...*
mom : why you throwing a ball at her???
me : Sorry.. I forgot.... she's not a dog.

There's nothing I can do with her..When I had Gracie.. I could bring her for a walk.. I could play ball with her.. she would sit with me.. she wants to be with me.. Where else can u get company like that ??? I'm not going to wait till I get my own home.. Think abt it.. secret boyfriend.. do u think i'd get married soon ??? Also when will i have a dog ?? When my parents are old and can't look after them selfs?? I'll never have time for a dog at that rate.. I want one now!!!! I Can't go on.. I have a leash.. i have a doggy bed.. I have a water bowl.. but i have no dog. Am I not good enough??? It's not fair!! people everyday kids.. they get dogs.. puppoes just because they're cute... and afew months down the road.. they get rid of it.. abandon it... why case they can't cope.. here i am.. willing to give mylife to it.. and I don't get one!? This is madness...

Someone please.. end my misery... I miss my Grace.. where is she?? Does she still think of me ?? does she miss me?? Does she hateme for what I did to her? I bet she does.. maybe I shouldn't have a dog after all... I'm not good enough.

Faith

What is faith ?

You can't touch it.. You can't smell it.. You can't taste it.. Okay so
maybe sometimes you can see it through others.. But how often do we feel it?

I guess for some of us.. Its there.. we just know it is.. this blind belive thats it's there and some how everything will turn out fine. We can't really put it into words.

What are we beliving in? Is it an explanation for things we can't understand? Will it still be there till the end of time? What will we belive in? Our selfs? Other People perhaps? Or in God? Or did we create him too in effort to hide what we can't explain.. that he has a reason.. something pre planned for us.. not yet clear for us to see.

We're born.. we live life... then we fade away. Our job is to figure out how to spend the time that is given to us. Will we make our dreams come true before the end? We hope we do. Some already know it won't come true.. a sort of negative faith.. some work hard in the hope that they can try to make it come true.. a positive kind of faith.

Faith.. 5 alphabets... something most of can't really describe. I guess it all depends on where or in whome we put it. As for me? In god I trust.

If we do not have faith in ourselfs who then would have faith in us?

I'm talking gibberish. Excuse me while I re format my brain.

Someone Please Deflate Me!!!

I am so filled with air, I feel like a helium balloon floating around my house! >.<: Made the mistake of eating mee pok in a dark gloomy hawker center in chinatown. Guess the feeling is mutual. I'm never going back there.

Well.. I was in outram before that because I went for my very first full-time job interview! Yess.. To be a professional dog groomer. 10 hours of every day, 6 days of every week for the rest of my life until I die. ( I make it sound so bad! ) Pay ?? 1.5k If they like my work.. 2.2k(WOOOHOOOO!!!!) I'll be Saving money!! Getting my own car.. And buying my own diamonds in no time!!! WeEeE~** I'll have my very own shop.. that will become a franchise!!! ok that's way to far.. but for now...2.2k is alot of money..well atleast for me. I guess I'll have to manage finances properly from now on.

Anyway it's way past bedtime.. I'm feeling much better.. I'm gonna go sleep now. Night!