10th Day

I went to work today... with a kind of sadness.. I knew it would my second last day.. Dog Care is like a second home to me. I feel as if I just started my school.. I know I can pull it off.. but.. I'm nervous. I spoke to Maggie about that gardens guy and his offer. I know I can pull it off.. but..I don't really feel like committing to him yet because I do not really like the way he presents himself... he's clumzy.. he's weird.. trips over wires.. dropps stuff.. probably slams his fingers in doors as well. His Idea of a price list is writing it on coulourd A4 paper and using tape to hold it onyo the glass. The name of the place is Pets Globe.. Honestly.. I know I can make this place happen.. It's just that.. I don't want it to seem like I'm taking over everything.. and another thing is that.. he keeps looking at me weird.. and when i turn to look at him.. he looks away as if he's not been looking.. I don't know what he's looking at.. but.. It's alittle scary. I missed my appointment at the Ang Mo Kio Groomers. I'm hopeless.. Another reason I don't want to turn him away is because he wants the help.. I cannot just drop him like that and leave him to survive on his own.. it's a mean thing to do.. I don' tknow.. for some reason i feel guilty. S$1200 + 14% CPF = monthly pay.. I work 6 days a week.. from 10am to 9pm. The working hours are crazy! from 10am to 7pm can understand... not 10am to 9PM!!

I don't know la... I'm so mentally stressed.. how do I know if i'm making the right choices... I have NO experience what so ever... I have my life to worry about.. my mom told me that some people are being asked to retire... My brother is getting married all of a sudden... I'll be gettin gmarried to dan in about 2 years... My life is moving faster each day.. I'm falling behind.. I can'tkeep up.. I'm.. so .. tired.